10.12.06

Life is odd.

Certain emotions emanate, yet I can't let my honesty out. It's seemingly beyond words, I'm helpless. Something refrains me. Comparably, I try to keyboard something down but I can never phrase myself. I look back at myself thereafter, again the word why drifts across my mind. I deem to search my usual-self. I reckon I need time. Slowly, I will recover then.

Anyhow, I was on-board the bus the other day to MPH, and I recalled one student (plausibly from the NPCC; she had NPCC tees on) greeting the other somewhat like "Good morning, Sergeant!". So the other could be her senior. What-so-ever, the NPCC sergeant didn't return her greetings, not even a hello or hi. Ungratified. Even your real Warrant Officer in your real NS life greeted as low as a Recruit. -Why do I friggin care?- Life!

Life is odd. Reality! People can be so insensitive. In other words, they can blabber anything and end up offending others. How I ever wish I am so numb with 'everything'. Nevertheless, I am only human. Save me. Till then, I refuse to falter. I will rise steadily, standing out of 'their' reach.

Next, what recall manning? I just ended this army chore not too long ago. Alright, merely two months or so. I thought I would be free from any sort of mobilisation this year; however it has been scheduled this tuesday up to 19th. Tim told me my batch may not be affected. That goes with those who just ord-ed last November. December? Hopefully. I don't know about our forthcoming HQ meet-up (part IV) on the 17th currently. Tim's on duty.

After all, I've already checked out Vivo City last Friday after work with Joseph and Ken. Finally! It was jam-packed and BIG. Supposedly, we were to meet-up with KY, Yan Ning, Ngok Fung and Yong Loong (he couldn't come at the eleventh hour) for dinner and then Deja Vu but oh boy, the tickets were selling so fast, we were only left with the first and second row from the screen. Thinking of Saw 3 (or Happy Feet, I havent watch!) then. The sad part - we eventually settled for Deja Vu still, but it was at PS. Dude, we missed the GV Max. Never mind another time aight. Well at least, I got to walk Vivo City even though its for a short while and another latest movie!! So my wish on my previous entry fulfilled. -Ha- Deja Vu isn't really up to expectations I had from the ad trailers. Moderately ok-lah. But it has occasional good jokes. I've yet to catch The Holiday and Eragon! And of course Death Note II. We went Pizza Hut for dinner. Been some time since I went there.

And Friday, finally Apc's December batch friends ord-ed! ORD LOH!


Oh yup, I missed the season finale of Ghost Whisperer. I'm hooked to the tv drama besides CSI on Tuesday. Unfortunately, I didn't get anyone to record it down. I guess I'll just hear from my mum. She's into it too! Meanwhile, Hikmah's final episode tomorrow. Though it was played on Malaysian TV before -Ha- It's rated first on Suria's top 10 shows. Anyhow, I think Rashid Sibir's Dalam Hati Ada Cinta II's better than Cinta Q. Whatever it is, I'm hooked to a lot of tv shows currently! Thanks to my family!

Probably another tv show before sleep. Take care aight!

(I haven't received the photos of our previous SP clique get-together. Have to wait. We'll get-together again soon!)