Beautiful world.

Have you been thru phases where people keep mentioning your imperfectness?
Why are people overly critical of others constantly pointing out their flaws?
Do you reckoned telling them straight to their faces that they aren't as good?
Talk about lowering your self-esteem, where is their encouragement for you?
Why couldn't they help you pull through these adversity instead?

Have you experienced that when you attempt to share your aggravation with others, they are uinterested or unconcerned?
Why did they seem to disregard you, not that you've been harping on it all the time?
Have you always been there for them, but where are they when you need them?
No you didn't demand anything in return, but why should you trouble yourself?
Why bother when you are preoccupied with your own troubles?
There is no more space for others'.

Have you felt previously that people, even your closer friends, are making use of you because of some purposes?
Are they sincere, are they just pretending, or they don't acknowledge your presence?
Only in times of despair, did they ever think of you when they are flying high?
No, you are forgotten, so why should you sacrifice your precious time for them?
Why didn't you try to learn to let go, and trust yourself you have many others there waiting for you?

It's a beautiful world yet there are odds in life that I have or am going thru, we all go thru.
Strange roads with different signs.
We don't even know where we divide.
So are you my enemy or my friend?

Save me. I am disappointed.