Lest my mind wanders about.

I'm tired. Exhausted. I wonder what it has all led me to, because right now, I'm not happy with what I'm seeing. Everything feels numb. When will this stop? Sometimes I may laugh wholeheartedly at myself, being completely self-deprecating like a tragic figure laughing in a comedy. But in truth, I despised myself. There is not even a tinge of self-pity. I know, because I've searched high and low.

I can't find me. You won't either.

These are the days when I realised there are so much variations of jadedness, and I am sick of every single one of them. I can't cheer myself up at times. Don't get me wrong. I am not bitter or angry or anything. I am trying to remain positive. I really am. But one thing for sure,

I will learn to say no, in future.

And I really, really ban those people (don't want to mention any names) who pass sarcastic remarks to someone who is trying to share his/her problems with them. You know what. You overstep the border. Get a life and fark off.

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On a sidenote, my sis and her family had safely reach Japan this morning. Transiting there first before heading straight to California. Woohoo! Sis, have fun exploring! See all of you in three weeks.

So anyway, we took plenty of pictures while waiting for the intended flight at the airport yesterday. Heh. heh. Such camera whores, we certainly are.

Time away from work is exactly what I need right now. I don't want to go back. But whatever it is, I will get through this week!

One love for the times we cried
One love gotta stay alive
I will survive.

In other breaking news, which goes to all my colleagues out there who don't know about this yet, Ismail told some of us about this blog last Tuesday. I didn't believe it at first. Wow, amazing. What an avid fan we have! You gotta check that out to know what I mean. So click on that link.